Tuesday, September 2, 2008

not ur typical bday song

this update is ABSOLUTELY just a 'sharing'.. it does not imply that im on any side... n yes.. from the pic above.. im sharing something related to pregnancy... but its about abortion... why? cuz i just downloaded a song..(not new song tho XD) n its a rap birthday song...for the unborne... @_@ it kinda got me emo abit...i guess...but i absolutely love that song.... definitely giving out a strong message behind it... ah wells..below is a video of it...


n the below.. the lyrics of the song...:

Happy Birthday. So make a wish.

Please accept my apologies, I wonder what would have been.
Would you have been a little angel or an angel of sin?
Tom-boy running around, hanging with all the guys.
Or a little tough boy with beautiful brown eyes.
I paid for the murder before they determined the sex,
choosing our life over your life meant your death.
And you never got a chance to even open your eyes,
sometimes I wonder as a fetus if you fought for your life.
Would you have been a little genius? In love with math?
Would you have played in your school clothes and made me mad?
Would you have been a little rapper like your poppa The Piper?
Would you have made me quit smoking by finding one of my lighters?
I wonder about your skin tone and shape of your nose,
and the way you would've laughed and talked fast or slow.
I think about it every year, so I picked up a pen.
Happy birthday, I love you whoever you would've been.

Happy Birthday
What I thought was a dream
Make a wish
Was as real as it seemed

I made a mistake

I got a million excuses, as to why you died.
And other people got their own reasons for homicide.
Who's to say it would've worked and who's to say it wouldn't have
I was young and struggling, but old enough to be a dad.
The fear of being my father has never disappeared,
I ponder it frequently while I'm sippin' on my beer.
My vision of a family was artificial and fake
so when it came time to create, I made a mistake.
But now you got a little brother, maybe it's really you.
Maybe you really forgave us knowing we were confused.
Maybe, every time that he smiles it's you proudly knowing
that your father's doing the right thing now.
I'll never tell a woman what to do with her body,
but if she don't love children, then we can't party.
I think about it every year, so I picked up a pen.
Happy birthday, I love you whoever you would've been.

Happy Birthday
What I thought was a dream
Make a wish
Was as real as it seemed

I made a mistake

And from the Heavens to the womb to the Heavens again.
From the ending to the ending, never got to begin.
Maybe one day we can meet face to face,
in a place without time and space. Happy birthday.

What I thought was a dream
Make a wish
Was as real as it seemed

I made a mistake

the above pics(click to enlarge)...i extracted from 1st SYD book i got in 2004... its showing the possible ways on how abortion is performed...(sorry for the poor quality pics.. =( was rushin to get this post done before my ilham runs away....) i wished they could do abortion in the most humane way possible eh... its really really 'saddening'~ but...i dont know la.. i dont have much say in this.. im not doctor even! haha BUT i WAS a bio student before..~ does that count?? ok.. i have once agn drift away from the topic...

why wont i state my thoughts here..u ppl wonder... well its to keep myself on the safe side...(gah how safe can i be when im owedi posting this??) =p oklaoklaaaaa.. lets just say this topic is just too vast! theres pros n cons... n we cant say abortions are wrong either... it at time depends on situations... ppl may think i can say these freely maybe because im a freethinker...? my conclusion is that... dont go for abortion at all cost!! -> if possible!! UNLESS... its hazardous to ur health...both mentally or physically or even financially...(i know i know... ppl wud claim ur selfish if ur aborting for these reasons.... but isnt it selfish if the baby is born n the mom isnt there to tcare of him/her? then who wud take the responsibiliy to tcare of the child?? yes there are agencies or some sort to help... but who would focus so much onto one child when there's sooo many more children who needed the same help ?? ) lets just say decide 'wisely' before anythin cuz u duwan to regret for the rest of ur life

n some abort because the babies were made not out of love but by 'lust'(as in rape cases)... i know i know.. they have the right to live... BUT imagine them growing up in an unhappy, broken family, or given away to orphanage, taken in by adoption centre etc etc~ the children wont be able to feel 'love'(well.. in some cases its the other way round.. when there's caring couples that would really care for them.. but i heard stories of couples theat adopt n when they got their own child.. they ignored their adopted child...n dismissed them lagi n used them as 'slaves'... yesh what prove do i have n what right should i say?? as i said.. i am just sharing my thoughts here... k?? a gentle reminder btws)~ but i guess most important thing arnd here is... RESPONSIBILITY~~ it seems easy to do..but berat to tanggung... n also.. ppl.. pls dont just condemn ppl just like tat when ppl go for abortion.. bcuz at times.. they have their reasons to do so k? *thinks outside the bubble*-> mr paul's saying

gah... i tink i could some an essay about it.. but i tink im not tat rajin to do so... nywayz i wont talk much abt it here.. call me a coward... but if wana discuss... better talk face to face...more interesting that way.. =) *hmm i tink im missing gp somehow* nyhoots... this post... hopefully this issue...someone could increase its awareness arnd the public.. n did i mention to anyone who is like erm.. 'into the heat of the moment'? pls practise safe sex?? @_@ (well its one of the 'prevention' to get unwanted pregnancies wa)

btw.. did i state that i totally love anne geddes pics of babies n children?? knew her pics few yrs back..(duno who took 'em) but only now know her website from alicia's website... hehehe ah wells.. hope this post meant something... =) cuz this is the first post im tryin to convey my opinion on something( i guess?) hmm...enjoy...

*a post thats kinda contradictive thus im sorry for my messy 'writing' once agn... =/)*

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