Friday, June 22, 2007
thursday, 21.06.07
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
tuesday, 19.06.07


tried to stand the third egg but wasnt successful tho~~ huhu... and i tried standing the egg at around 4pm and it still worked!!! sighh... duno whether to believe the magnetic field theory or not~~ huhuhu
ate dumpling!! (non-halal) forgot to take d pic before eating it... cuz was too hungry!

the past few days~~
last wednesday, around 3 something... joanna picked me up using her manual prado car!! (am impressed by her driving skills ^_^) and went to ogdc and ate there as usual with wanilina... since the sun that day was unforgiving... we had to stay in the playground.. doing nothing~~ just fooling around.... as in taking pics and leena just had to spoil each and every pics!! sasatz that girl! then went to the beach walking along the shore~~~ there were lotsa shells and starfishes in the sand...and the water is err icky as usual~~ ohhh on the way back... we saw some coconut shells and we started singing about it in the 'santa claus is coming to town' tune! and joanna and leena started talking in indon accent and totally cracked up!! whahaha... then siew chee and sinn yee were there!!! they said we looked like crazy mabuk ppl hanging around~~ huhuu maybe its true?? bleeh... then joanna sent me back~~~


then the next morning.. woke up early to go bandar to attend this function... and goooshh.. its been a very long time i didnt go hashing or exercising.. and this!!! well its ok actually....~~ only thing my muscles ache badly~~ but still good... miss this 'nyaman' feeling...~~ wahhaha ah wellz... went for the long trail.. but it took only 40 min... not bad... not bad for me!! wahhahaa.. syok when overtake the ppl in some part of the trail...~ ehhh still havent lost some of my hashing skill~~ whahahaa(bragging lotss~) ah wellz... the scorching sun!!!! i am soooo sun tanned!!! hmmm nothing much la... went to tutong for awhile in the afternoon after that...balik liaw... and my parents went for labi hash again!! me just retire at home saja..... dont care liaw.... and yeaaa my sis came back from spore... she didn buy much~ cuz newbie in spore waa... so duno what to get from there huhu.. but she got us perfumes tho... but.. but... i dont use perfume~~ whahahaha
and yeaa another thing about me.... i tend not to open up that much.... well not that i wanted to keep them all by myself but.... i need the right timing with the right mood to talk about it...~~ hahaha sometimes when i feel troubled i would find someone and try to talk about my problems... BUT most of the time... they arent there or else they are bz... so when the next time they asked me what's wrong? i totally say er... nothing much?? hahaha cuz well.. i kinda 'set' my problems aside liaw.. so somehow the 'mood' to talk... just gone..? hahaha i think some of my dear friends dun realise that~~ hahaha i don't blame them... it's just... me!! huhu sooo!! guess not many ppl will understand what im trying to say here eh... its normal!! my writing skills suck!! wawawawaa~~~ bababa hafta sleep soon~~~ ^_^
and yeaa... 2mrw dumpling day~~~ ^_^
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
wednesday, 13.06.07
wahahahaha well today is one of my best evening!!! huhuu.... started off going to sharon's place.. havent seen her for months! huhuu.. then we were gila 'ing' in her room.... with me frequently swinging my long skirt here and there~ and giving those sarcastic laughter~~~~ driving sharon crazy!!.. then forced sharon to wear skirt with me so that we have the beach 'aura/feel'~~ huhuhu then went to ideal, ogdc first to hang out... cuz its still too early to go to the beach!! there were lotsa ppl there.. for this ogdc camp!... nice~~~~
then after walking here and there and playing with the swing...~ finally to the beach!!! and darn i didnt have my camera with me... or even my hp!! so i couldnt capture any pics!! it was TORTURE!!!! there was sooo many nice views and things to shoot!!... and it was low tide...~ first we went to rendam our feet in the water... then we went to collect shells~~ then walked along the shore..... it felt soo good..~~ the wind and scenery and talking~~~ hahah sooo relaxing~~~ and we with our skirts!!! there was this moment i tried to run while holding my long skirt up with again.. my sarcastic laugh~~ huhuhu nobody was around so am not embarrased~~~ good!!! after around an hour there... we went to ogdc to wash our feet since the water sharon brought wasnt enough to wash our feet~~~ we were walking very d bangkang~~~~ huhu... after that went to seria plaza and walked around... then went to wywy and ate roti pisang!!! its good but a lil too oily tho!! wahhahahaa.... by the time i send her back it was already 8..... luckily my parents havent come back from hash yet.. so skipped the marah'ing' session~~~ huhuhu
so yeaahh... i feel that blogging with no pictures are... soo not me!!!! goshhhhh... hmmm lemme post some random pics i have!! waahhaa... ~~
baaa enough pics for now~~~~ huhuhu ^_^
Monday, June 11, 2007
upset times~~
sigh.. so depressing.... feeling sooo like a failure.... its like suddenly all the negative things started coming out in my head ranging from my childhood memories to recent times.. and i was trying to fight it... argh... wanted to go over to my friend's place but somehow unsuccessful... wanted her to company me to the beach but ended up going there alone... but really darn the weather!! the sun was scorching!!!!!! ugggghhh... dont want get sunburned la... me already got darker...!! so ended up going back home.... sighh... chat a lil online then went to sleep for almost 2 hours!! am feeling so wasted... felt like throwing my life away~~~ suddenly i missed the malauz soo much and my friends.... ugghh....
oh yeah... my sis will be going to singapore tomorrow for her course... bringing my hp!! so this whole week.. wont be posing much photos here~~ sigh.... now that reminded me again... i cant go study in spore!!! hahaha we both been there once only..and now that wil be her second and me... i wont be travelling!!! sigh... and i wanted to go to this international borneo tattoo convention in june 29 til july 1 in sibu!!!! but as usual.. will be stuck at home.... but yeah just try to check it out... www.borneoheadhunter.com~~ hhuhu me admire tattoos~~~
ah wellz... as usual me drift away from the main point!! wahhaha... maybe im not that upset... it maybe due to my hormones...-> mood swings!!!! huhu... well next time... i should get ready paper and pencil and write down the things that's going in my head when im moody... so will remember what's the fuss all about!!! wahhaa me sendiri soo pelupa...~ am just lost within myself.. maybe..(?) ughh.. enough of me talking to myself...~
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saturday, 09.06.07
vandalism around my sis workplace!!! huhu
notices on walls about houses/rooms for rent!!!
on saturday... went up to bandar with my mom and sis.... so my sis went to work in kiulap.. leaving me and mama go jalan kaki around the area... went to buy something from the bakery and ate at thien thien... since it was still so early and hua ho wasnt open yet.. we went to walk around the smaller shops...~~ nicela~~ holding hands with mama while crossing roads!!! haha im such a kid~~ but i love that feeling.. feeling so safe!! huhu... then eventually we walked from hua o area to seri q-lap.... spent time til noon til my sis abis her work~~ then went to yayasan did some grocery shopping....
Sunday, June 10, 2007
thursday, 07.06.07
leena-> busy playing games with her phone... wani-> reading newspaper... me-> taking pics and enjoying the cream puff! huhu.. before going back take pics again~~
then again we met up in the evening to go llrc and swim!!! ate a little in wanilina's place then off we go!! but sayang leena didnt want to swim... so she had her darling to company her... then razan came a lil later and we had fun!! there was this plastic ball and we used it for floating and all those.. huhu
before swimming and after swimming~~~
had to go before it gets dark.... sighh... i wished that we could stay a lil longer tho....~~~ ^_^
wednesday, 06.06.07
on the way back.... there was this accident just at the junction of ogdc to seria plaza... me kepo kepo and took this pic... the whole bumper of the car came off but am unsure how the driver la... maybe they are ok?? ...hopefully!!! ^_^ then off i balik!
Thursday, June 7, 2007
5 songs to intro!!
i couldnt get the english translation for this song!! but its something to do with that you are safe but not safe at the same time... haiya... just listen saja!! huhu
another track is 'fly away' by jamosa feat. jay'ed.... well i got it from a webbie..
and her description of the song-> 'Jamosa begins the song quietly. It was a love that the two of them had fallen in so deeply. The very warmth they gave each other was enough, and although the words they exchanged were simple-- they resounded in their hearts. But now things have changed, and hearts have changed. Just as no one knows what tomorrow will bring, their love has fallen apart and they have left each other.
The two of them whisper, “Go ahead fly away,” in a mixture of broken pride and true longing.
Because if it’s true love, just let them go. And if it was meant to be, they’ll come back.'
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee this song is sooo recommended!!!
next is 'kiri' by monoral... its the opening theme for 'ergo proxy' which anime i never get to watch...cuz i accidentally deleted it!!! arrghh... still feeling stressed about it.. huhu... love this song.... =)
You complete my fate
The world unwinds inside of me
You complete my fate
The halo crawls away
You repeat my fate
Rewinding all we can
You refill my place
You refill my place
Come and save me
Come and save me
You complete my fate
The heavens stroll inside of me
You repeat my fate
Revealing who we are
You refill my place
You refill my place
Come and save me
Come and save me
Believe in me
Drink the wine
Take my hand
Fill me up
Believe in me
Drink the wine
Take my hand
Let me follow
i should have posted the next two songs earlier...but now im able to find the english translated lyrics for them both yaaay!!!!
so the next song is 'hallelujah' by rurutia... i sooooo looove the intro of the song!!! violin with thunder'ish' sound...gosh.. duno how to explain... you just have to try listning to it!! a bit rockish song~ ^_^
I hear the distant echo of wild beasts
In the depths of the night I smile and spill the beans about my sins
This bloodthirsty justice
The rusty rain cleanses my dirty body
The ashes of death fall on this town decorated by its many mistakes
Demons sidle up sweetly
Laughing in the hole in my heart
The angels are falling into depravity
The forbidden high that replaces the holy wings
The swirling lust picks up speed and the town falls further
Oh halleluiah, wash it all away
The rusty rain cleanses my dirty body
The ashes of death fall on this town decorated by its many mistakes
The forbidden high that replaces the holy wings
The swirling lust picks up speed and the town falls further
The rusty rain cleanses my dirty body
The ashes of death fall on this town decorated by its many mistakes
the next song is Vedergällningen (Vengeance) by a swedish folk rock band, Garmarna. traditional swedish folk song + dark lyrics = dark and beautiful music!!! hahaha apa me talking.... but one of my favourites...(like duh~ otherwise i won't post it here..=P)its because the song keeps building up piece by piece waa... ughh.. just try to listen to it... and you'll know what i was trying to say..hopefully!!! X-D~
Before the cock crew I was born
- Far are the paths that I follow -
My mother was dead before the dawn
- Long, long she awaited her sorrow
My father travelled the country round,
- Far are the paths that I follow -
An ill stepmother to me he found.
- Long, long she awaited her sorrow
Into a needle she conjured me
And said that longing would torture me
And then she turned me into a knife
And said I would suffer all my life.
She turned me into a pair of shears
And said I'd be stunted all my years.
A grey wolf then she made of me,
And said no good would come of me.
Under this curse I was to suffer
- Far are the paths that I follow -
Till I drank the blood of my own brother.
- Long, long she awaited her sorrow
So then I lay in hiding
- Far are the paths that I follow -
Till my stepmother came riding.
- Long, long she awaited her sorrow
By the bridgehead I lay watching
Till I saw her horse approaching.
And as she passed I caught her
And down from her horse I brought her.
In vengeance cruel and bloody
I took the child from her body.
And when I had drunk my brother's blood,
I became a knight, gallant and good.
well enjoy the songs~~~ ^_^
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
tuesday, 05.06.07
then terus sent me back! they had to go cuz... wani, razan, leena dey ol gonna dance in bandar in conjunction of the royal wedding~~ sooo sayang cant see them dance... got perayaan there again that..~~ syok they all~~ huhu best of luck to them!!
it was raining heavily in the afternoon.... sighhh sooo nice to sleep... but tak jadi cuz had to go out with my mama do something.....