hmmm... i had so much things to say... but when im finally at my blog... i lost my words!!
sigh... its been like this... i just need to find the right time, the right moment...?
i always fail to open up completely to my girlfriends... just because i dont have the mood or what ... im also not sure...
so i want to say sorry girls! it's not that i dont want to share but...sigh.. i hope you'll understand..?
bleeh me talking gibberish or whatever word that describes it best...~
and oh... i really do want to go to school soon~~ ubd!!!! please reply asap waaa!!! though i can watch tv and hang out loots.. i want to break free!! i want to spend less!! eat less!! but then... spending time with my family and friends are really fun!!! hmmm darn those pros and cons..~~
hmm... about my love life... lets just say... i like someone who doesnt feel the same way for me?? haha should be la... since we never have contact much... (its obvious he doesnt like u lck!!!! lol~) so somehow its sort of a one-sided love or a crush?? been missing him soo much that i feel suffocated in my heart.. i guess?? bleeh... nvm... i have razan as my darling~ (X-D!!!) if she dont want me... then nvm...! like shir ever said.. there are more fishes in the sea!! cheer up!! wahahahhaa
soo what else... ahhh i cant wait to hang out soon!!!!! wahhaha~~~